Hi!! So, the guy i fancy, Dudey* asked me out yesterday. Yah, i know. Total shock, right? So, i OBVIOUSLY said yes. We kissed for the first time after school. I thought i was gonna faint. Talked a bit, thn i had to go home so we kissed again and i left. BTW, the name dudey is from a inside joke with Anna. We texted ALL evening. He was saying how happy he was that we're together, and that im beautiful (yeah right!) and how he wants to see me and he..loves me! Until about 10:30 pm when he said: "You need to sleep, goodnight, i love you... xxx" I melted into a puddle right there. At school we kissed a couple of times. Everyone says we're majorly cute. And i got told off for smiling too much in class! Haha. Anyway, we're texting 24/7. I waited a long time, but i got the sweetest, most gorgeous guy. Oh, i just put "xx" at the end of a txt and he was like "r u going?" so i said no, its just i wanna kiss you... and he said: "yeah, me too..." AWWW! anyway, h's so incredibly sweet!! He told Lindsay* that he wants to spend ALL of his time with me! But... I miss him. Loads. Already. It's been two days. Can you fall in love in two days? 24hrs actually, so one day? I don't know, but he's just perfect. We got to have free perido outside instad of in a classroom today so when i was doing my homework (still aint done it, oh well!) and he came and put on arm around my waist. My heart was in turmoil. Later on i was sat next to him and he had his arm around my waist and we kissed, and then i was sat on him and he had his arms around me. And he had his face sometimes in my hair, or his lips on my shoulder. We haven't done tongues. But I'll tell you this much: When we kiss, i feel really dizzy. Also, my brain drops out for about 15 seconds. I swear, it shrinks to the size of a pea, drops out through my ear (and then climbs back in and inflates again lol). I'm so happy. I wish i could just freeze time. Anyway, he says he just wants to be with me.
So...
I spent ages being sad cos i didn't have a boyfriend. And i waited for ages, and then Dudey* came along. And i'm so happy with him. So girls, guys, don't worry, one day, you'll find the perfect person. Just like i have. And i'm so happy. Miss C* and P.P.* are scared silly of the teachers, and are leaving me well alone. I'm happy now. I really am. I have the best boyfriend in the world. Did i mention he's gorgeous? And a great kisser? And, and and.... He's perfect. If i don't blog in awhile, then i'm sorry, but im busy being happy. So, to those who like me were, or still are really depressed... Well, read my story. It's all true. And things aren't marvelous. But i'm happy. That's all i can say. Though it may seem impossible, things will get better!
vendredi 21 mai 2010
dimanche 16 mai 2010
Back to school after four days of no looong weekend...
...And guess what a lovely welcome back i'm gonna get? Yep, A.P. (Angel Princess) and Miss Clone [If you can't remember who they are, click here for a reminder!] will be there. Oh flipping mavelous. Those darling little girls! God i hate them. The pair of them!!! The little bitches. Honestly, if they died, i'd do a little dance. Which sounds really horrible, but c'mon They're just two little undercover bullies aren't they? Pretending that they are goody-goody little girls...
So, i'm totally freaking out about tomorrow. Way to ruin my weekend girls. So, what am i doing right now, bsides blogging? Listening to Miley Cyrus. I literally love that girl. love her songs, love her style! Like, in the video for party in the usa (link below the pictures), she looks amazing. I'm gonna grow my hair down to my waist.



http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=M11SvDtPBhA <= click for the video!
Miley Cyrus is officially my fashion icon. And a very cool website dresslikemiley.net
She's like Bohemian rock chick. Two styles that i love and look great together!
Anyyway the computer keeps on crashing and it's being so slowwww! So i'm gonna sign off.
-Frankz
PS. Books i want to get:
- Dear John
-The Last Song
Both by 'ole Nick Sparks.
x
So, i'm totally freaking out about tomorrow. Way to ruin my weekend girls. So, what am i doing right now, bsides blogging? Listening to Miley Cyrus. I literally love that girl. love her songs, love her style! Like, in the video for party in the usa (link below the pictures), she looks amazing. I'm gonna grow my hair down to my waist.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=M11SvDtPBhA <= click for the video!
Miley Cyrus is officially my fashion icon. And a very cool website dresslikemiley.net
She's like Bohemian rock chick. Two styles that i love and look great together!
Anyyway the computer keeps on crashing and it's being so slowwww! So i'm gonna sign off.
-Frankz
PS. Books i want to get:
- Dear John
-The Last Song
Both by 'ole Nick Sparks.
x
jeudi 13 mai 2010
Highlights...
Hey. I got the hairdrsser to come around today. She's really good. And i managed to convince mum to let me get highlights. Cos my hair is like, reallly dark brown, like this:
lundi 10 mai 2010
Frankie's Beauty Blog!!
I've got a new blog. i was giving advice to a girl on sugarscape about how to hide a spot, and i thought: i should start a beauty blog!
So, I'll be giving you girls (soz, dont know much bout boys beauty tips!) loadsa tips and stuff! My blog is called: Frankie's Beauty Blog! Original huh? So, err, go check it out!! I'm prety exited about it. when i get a decent camera, i'll do videos too!

Check it out by clicking here!
Check it out by clicking here!
-Frankie
xx
xx
samedi 8 mai 2010
All's well that ends well. for now.
Can i not write a blog post without a youtube video on at the same time??! Ok, at the mo im listening to a tutorial. Yep, you, er READ, right. I should be watching it. But I like listening to her talking. It's like therapy. LoL. Here she is. I love love love love LOVE her. did she just say NAKED LUNCH? Err, riiiight... Here it is!
Ok, so all that stuff with school, it's over. I sorted it out. The stupid guys at school ae taking the piss because i cried in class. Ugh! Thy are SUCH twats. Grr grr! Just had my aunt on the phone. she wanted gossip. I said i dindt' have any, so she told me to make some up. I told her id murdered someone. She laughed. I've passed her on to Joan. Phewww. I'm gonna set up an anonymous facebook and anonymous twitter account. So you can follow my life. Cos im like, a celeb right? I wish!
So, link to my new facebook: Frankie Lilo

Create your badge
Link to my twitter, AnonymousFranki (coulnt fit the "e" in the box. arrgh!)
I have to go now. Really, really do. Hey, look at the resmblance between my mate Kay and J Biebs!
Which is which? Huh?
Ova and out!
-Frank
Ok, so all that stuff with school, it's over. I sorted it out. The stupid guys at school ae taking the piss because i cried in class. Ugh! Thy are SUCH twats. Grr grr! Just had my aunt on the phone. she wanted gossip. I said i dindt' have any, so she told me to make some up. I told her id murdered someone. She laughed. I've passed her on to Joan. Phewww. I'm gonna set up an anonymous facebook and anonymous twitter account. So you can follow my life. Cos im like, a celeb right? I wish!
So, link to my new facebook: Frankie Lilo
Create your badge
Link to my twitter, AnonymousFranki (coulnt fit the "e" in the box. arrgh!)
I have to go now. Really, really do. Hey, look at the resmblance between my mate Kay and J Biebs!
Ova and out!
-Frank
dimanche 2 mai 2010
i'm scared of tomorrow/
:/
I can hear a phone vibrating. is it mine? Can't be arsed. Bet it is. So, i spilled all to mum. what is wrong with me?! so, she said i could stay home, so i haven't been to school since Wednesday. And i've been really depressed. And then, yesterday, Lindsey* and i got talking. And i explained that those bitches was lying. She believed me- n the end. That fone is still vibrating. ?????!
That meant WHY btw. So L and i, we're cool. But the whole school doesn't know that. I'll update more tomorrow.
I can hear a phone vibrating. is it mine? Can't be arsed. Bet it is. So, i spilled all to mum. what is wrong with me?! so, she said i could stay home, so i haven't been to school since Wednesday. And i've been really depressed. And then, yesterday, Lindsey* and i got talking. And i explained that those bitches was lying. She believed me- n the end. That fone is still vibrating. ?????!
That meant WHY btw. So L and i, we're cool. But the whole school doesn't know that. I'll update more tomorrow.
mercredi 28 avril 2010
A Day In the life of me
Ok, ok...
So welcome, to a day, in the life of me!
Ok, so last night, i got a text from my mate, Marise*, saying: "I know you fancy Lindsey's boyfriend!" And i was like "What the hell? 'Course not!" but she said that SOMEONE had told her that I had told that SOMEONE that i was in love with him and so jealous of Lindsey. NOT TRUE! Hey, guess who told her that? Let's call her A.P. Angel Princess. She acts like such a goody two shoes but she is a BITCH! And of course, Miss C (CLONE)* joined in. So they've told Marise and Lindsey that i told them (we were friends awhile ago) that i wanted James*, Lindey's boyf, to myself. Now, i have fun windind James up, that's the job of the girlfriends BF! And they believe them. So now Elle, and Marise, and Tan, and Bella, and most importantly LINDSEY think that i'm trying to snatch her boyfriend! I. Hate. My. Life. AP and Miss C are such life-ruiners. Ok, so not only have they said in the past that im pregnant, an alcoholic, always drunk (never have been in my 13 years), gay, a slut who sleeps with whoever asks (FYI, i'm a virgin), etc, etc... ALL OF THAT is untrue, also they said i smoke all the time, with my dad. And my parents are gay. No-one believed them then. So they changed tactics. And i'm trying to reason With Lindsey. I love her, i really do, she's my bes friend, like, ever! and James is so not my type, i mean, he's ok i guess... But i have a crush on someone else. So, i'm trying to get her to believe me (the truth) about all this, she knows they've lied big time before, but she's not ansrin my texts. =C
Anyway, i cried in the end, all of them accusing me... And Marise was like "Stop crying, Mrs F will see!! STOP CRYING FOR NO REASON U TART" and that. So i told her to shut up. I promised Lindsey i wouldn't tell Mrs F about all this. I told her my bigger problems, like my parents want to get a divorce, and i have't had a bedroom in nearly nine months. Time enough to have a baby. Uh. Anyway, she was really nice. She thinks i should stay with a relative for awhile. And she gonna get me a social worker.. She wants to speak to me tomorrow at break. I self harmed last night...
I hate my life so much!!!!
Oh, here's a vid i found on youtoube!
And now i'm gonna reveal who i am. I'm the brunette in that video. And that's my cousin, Anna*. Yep. It's me. Eek!
So welcome, to a day, in the life of me!
Ok, so last night, i got a text from my mate, Marise*, saying: "I know you fancy Lindsey's boyfriend!" And i was like "What the hell? 'Course not!" but she said that SOMEONE had told her that I had told that SOMEONE that i was in love with him and so jealous of Lindsey. NOT TRUE! Hey, guess who told her that? Let's call her A.P. Angel Princess. She acts like such a goody two shoes but she is a BITCH! And of course, Miss C (CLONE)* joined in. So they've told Marise and Lindsey that i told them (we were friends awhile ago) that i wanted James*, Lindey's boyf, to myself. Now, i have fun windind James up, that's the job of the girlfriends BF! And they believe them. So now Elle, and Marise, and Tan, and Bella, and most importantly LINDSEY think that i'm trying to snatch her boyfriend! I. Hate. My. Life. AP and Miss C are such life-ruiners. Ok, so not only have they said in the past that im pregnant, an alcoholic, always drunk (never have been in my 13 years), gay, a slut who sleeps with whoever asks (FYI, i'm a virgin), etc, etc... ALL OF THAT is untrue, also they said i smoke all the time, with my dad. And my parents are gay. No-one believed them then. So they changed tactics. And i'm trying to reason With Lindsey. I love her, i really do, she's my bes friend, like, ever! and James is so not my type, i mean, he's ok i guess... But i have a crush on someone else. So, i'm trying to get her to believe me (the truth) about all this, she knows they've lied big time before, but she's not ansrin my texts. =C
Anyway, i cried in the end, all of them accusing me... And Marise was like "Stop crying, Mrs F will see!! STOP CRYING FOR NO REASON U TART" and that. So i told her to shut up. I promised Lindsey i wouldn't tell Mrs F about all this. I told her my bigger problems, like my parents want to get a divorce, and i have't had a bedroom in nearly nine months. Time enough to have a baby. Uh. Anyway, she was really nice. She thinks i should stay with a relative for awhile. And she gonna get me a social worker.. She wants to speak to me tomorrow at break. I self harmed last night...
I hate my life so much!!!!
Oh, here's a vid i found on youtoube!
And now i'm gonna reveal who i am. I'm the brunette in that video. And that's my cousin, Anna*. Yep. It's me. Eek!
samedi 17 avril 2010
Great trip! -ish..
First, an apology, i haven't blogged in two weeks and two days. :/
So, the first week of my not blogging is explained by two things: first, my dad always looking over y shoulder, and then for the rest of the week, mum took this laptop to hospital with her ==> Joan had to go into hospital in Paris about starting this really strict diet that might conrtrol her epiplepsy. And mum went with her, she had to work, so she took the laptop.
Second week i was in England, so that = NO PRIVACY.
At first being with my cousin was great, but it got bad. I tried not to let how much i hated being there show. She is like, a right snob. She was calling the kids from her school "cheap chavs". Because they swear. I swear, but she doesn't know that. She's such a goody two shoes. And her parents do everything for her. I mean everything. She's Anna* btw.
On mum's birthday, we were snuggled up in bed and i asked her my important questions.
I asked her if she loves dad. She said yes.
I asked her if she was in love with dad. She said no. I already knew the answer, but i had to make sure.
I asked did she think dad was in love with her. She said she doesn't think he is, but he believes that he is still in love with her, even though he's not. If that makes sense to you. :/
I'm home now though. And i'm gonna try to get through my depression. I told mum about my blog, but she's promised never to try and find it.
Dad has lost my Fearless CD. Huh.
I got some amaeing clothes though!
<== I got this gorge top from new look, 10£!
<== And this jumper kind of thing, also from New Look, also 10£!
<== And last from New Look, these skinny jeans, 10£, bargain!
Also, i just happen to find Alex Watson, Emma's brother, really fit. Take a look!
and
!!
So, that's it from me. For now!
xxxxx
So, the first week of my not blogging is explained by two things: first, my dad always looking over y shoulder, and then for the rest of the week, mum took this laptop to hospital with her ==> Joan had to go into hospital in Paris about starting this really strict diet that might conrtrol her epiplepsy. And mum went with her, she had to work, so she took the laptop.
Second week i was in England, so that = NO PRIVACY.
At first being with my cousin was great, but it got bad. I tried not to let how much i hated being there show. She is like, a right snob. She was calling the kids from her school "cheap chavs". Because they swear. I swear, but she doesn't know that. She's such a goody two shoes. And her parents do everything for her. I mean everything. She's Anna* btw.
On mum's birthday, we were snuggled up in bed and i asked her my important questions.
I asked her if she loves dad. She said yes.
I asked her if she was in love with dad. She said no. I already knew the answer, but i had to make sure.
I asked did she think dad was in love with her. She said she doesn't think he is, but he believes that he is still in love with her, even though he's not. If that makes sense to you. :/
I'm home now though. And i'm gonna try to get through my depression. I told mum about my blog, but she's promised never to try and find it.
Dad has lost my Fearless CD. Huh.
I got some amaeing clothes though!
Also, i just happen to find Alex Watson, Emma's brother, really fit. Take a look!
So, that's it from me. For now!
xxxxx
dimanche 28 mars 2010
Soz!
SOZ! Sounds weird. But it's shorter than sorry, so im usin it man!
I haven't been writing much cos whenever I want to, people loom over my shoulder. Which is annoying.
I am depressed. ==>
Uh, so i'm err, going ro see a psychiatrist on Tuesday. Mum arranged it after i asked her too. Well, she offered, i said i'd think about it, and then agreed. I never smile. I know I don't. I fake smiling, but i don't truly smile. We had the parnt/teache meeting on Thursday. Eek. The teachers says I'm "a pleasure to teach" but "i just appear to be really, really sad". What, really? Did you notice? My sistrs get on really well, and call each other "Don Miguel" all the time. I can hear Christie singing "Don Mguel Don Miguel.. PooPoo Heaad! Hahaha Looove Don Miguel I love Don Miguel ah-ahaha Don Mguel!" And Joan says "I Follow you". They are looking for chocolate. And have asked me if i've eaten all the Mars Bars. Which I haven't. They act like the'r two when they're together.
But to them, I'm othing, i'm not their sister. I don't mean anything to them. Ailsa the othr day said "I don't LIKE you."
*I didn't get to publish this postthe day i wrote it , so the above was written on Sunday*
Tuesday
I went to the psychologist this morning. He asked what had been going on so I told him. ell, I didn't tell him I'd smoked twice and that Tony* broke my heart in October, but I told him about my bitchy ex-"friends". Anyway, i missed my train, so i'm geting one in 2 hours time. I got my issue of Sugar:

I haven't been writing much cos whenever I want to, people loom over my shoulder. Which is annoying.
I am depressed. ==>
Uh, so i'm err, going ro see a psychiatrist on Tuesday. Mum arranged it after i asked her too. Well, she offered, i said i'd think about it, and then agreed. I never smile. I know I don't. I fake smiling, but i don't truly smile. We had the parnt/teache meeting on Thursday. Eek. The teachers says I'm "a pleasure to teach" but "i just appear to be really, really sad". What, really? Did you notice? My sistrs get on really well, and call each other "Don Miguel" all the time. I can hear Christie singing "Don Mguel Don Miguel.. PooPoo Heaad! Hahaha Looove Don Miguel I love Don Miguel ah-ahaha Don Mguel!" And Joan says "I Follow you". They are looking for chocolate. And have asked me if i've eaten all the Mars Bars. Which I haven't. They act like the'r two when they're together.
But to them, I'm othing, i'm not their sister. I don't mean anything to them. Ailsa the othr day said "I don't LIKE you."
*I didn't get to publish this postthe day i wrote it , so the above was written on Sunday*
Tuesday
I went to the psychologist this morning. He asked what had been going on so I told him. ell, I didn't tell him I'd smoked twice and that Tony* broke my heart in October, but I told him about my bitchy ex-"friends". Anyway, i missed my train, so i'm geting one in 2 hours time. I got my issue of Sugar:
Anyway, have PE and RE this aftrnoon. Whoopee, we're gonna learn about Easter. Like we have every other f*cking year since we were like, born. Oh great!
Well, I'm signing off now. Oh, one last thing, I'm gonna give you first a sort of description as to what i look like: I have long dark brown hai, a little wavy, and very very voluminous, i have green/brown eyes, pale skin, a round stomach (im gonna have to have a tummy-tuck!). I have one hell of a hairy back. NOT nice. Ugh!
Oh, and i'm enterin The BEAUTY EDITOR comp for the TEEN POWER issue of SUGAR. :D
Byyye
Well, I'm signing off now. Oh, one last thing, I'm gonna give you first a sort of description as to what i look like: I have long dark brown hai, a little wavy, and very very voluminous, i have green/brown eyes, pale skin, a round stomach (im gonna have to have a tummy-tuck!). I have one hell of a hairy back. NOT nice. Ugh!
Oh, and i'm enterin The BEAUTY EDITOR comp for the TEEN POWER issue of SUGAR. :D
Byyye
mercredi 24 mars 2010
Excuses Excuses!
:S
Sorry for not posting in ages! I just havn't been online in forever (since thursday).
Uh... Things got sorted out with Nancy, she apologizd. And the others do want me around. For now.
My trip to the cinema sunday is going to be GO (girls only. d'oh!) cuz Tony is going to Lewis's birthday that day. Disappointed at not being invited :(
Yet again, Elle is maybe pregnant. The test was negative, but her period is now 3 weeks late.
BTW, as i right this, i'm watching this vid:
I love JB, he's so cute, i esecially love the acoustic versions of his songs.
I've had a pretty boring time. Pfiou! I'm so bored. Ugh! Sorry if this post is boring. OO! OOooo!!!! Heyyy! I might be getting my New Moon DVD tonight!! :DD love the twilight saga. And you know, the EXTREMELY fit boys have nothing to do with my lov for twilight. Not at all. Lol.
My views on Robert Pattinson:
Yes, i fancy him. What can i say? He's only, y'know, ten years older;.. And really fit. :P
But he's a really good actor. And I thought he might just be really good at playing Edward Cullen (more on that laters) but from what i've seen of Remember Me, he's just a reall good actor!
So, edward wise... I think he just plays Edward so well. The way he switches from being really serious to having that edward-esque half-smile playing around his (gorgeous) lips, and back to angrily serious. And you know, Edward can be really lighthearted one second, an incredibly deprressed the next. Rob can play that role. He inhabits that role. And he's totally different in Remember Me.

The Remember Me trailer:
The Eclipse trailer:
And I just ffound this! Behind the scenes!
Byyye
Sorry for not posting in ages! I just havn't been online in forever (since thursday).
Uh... Things got sorted out with Nancy, she apologizd. And the others do want me around. For now.
My trip to the cinema sunday is going to be GO (girls only. d'oh!) cuz Tony is going to Lewis's birthday that day. Disappointed at not being invited :(
Yet again, Elle is maybe pregnant. The test was negative, but her period is now 3 weeks late.
BTW, as i right this, i'm watching this vid:
I love JB, he's so cute, i esecially love the acoustic versions of his songs.
I've had a pretty boring time. Pfiou! I'm so bored. Ugh! Sorry if this post is boring. OO! OOooo!!!! Heyyy! I might be getting my New Moon DVD tonight!! :DD love the twilight saga. And you know, the EXTREMELY fit boys have nothing to do with my lov for twilight. Not at all. Lol.
My views on Robert Pattinson:
Yes, i fancy him. What can i say? He's only, y'know, ten years older;.. And really fit. :P
But he's a really good actor. And I thought he might just be really good at playing Edward Cullen (more on that laters) but from what i've seen of Remember Me, he's just a reall good actor!
So, edward wise... I think he just plays Edward so well. The way he switches from being really serious to having that edward-esque half-smile playing around his (gorgeous) lips, and back to angrily serious. And you know, Edward can be really lighthearted one second, an incredibly deprressed the next. Rob can play that role. He inhabits that role. And he's totally different in Remember Me.
The Remember Me trailer:
The Eclipse trailer:
And I just ffound this! Behind the scenes!
Byyye
jeudi 18 mars 2010
Oh bitch
So, yesterday, i was mant to be going out with mates... Cos of my train, i got at the place three linutes late. I texted Nancy* to ask em to wait up a couple of minutes. She told the others i'd canceled so they lef without me. I called her. As soon as she realised it was me, she hung up. I had to wait for hours and hours till i could come home.
Today she told a git in my class, who made fun of me. I told my two BFFs.
And just now on MSN she's said: I hate you, leave us alone. We all want you to f**k off. We all hate you. DOnt ever want to se you again. Nice eh?
Ok, for those who don't know: I changed group of friends about a month ago. The old ones were really really bitcjy about me and my family. About the fact my mum's bi and my dad used to be an alcoholic. They said i drink and smoke constantly. All untrue. I've never touched drop of alcohol and smoked ONCE. A couple of months back/ Haven't since.
Anyway, I headed towards the group my BFF Lindsay* is in? The REALLY popular girls in school.
So I've been with them for about a month. It sounds really cliché i know, but i swear it's true! So, Elle* is really brutally honest. If someone's not wanted, she'll say it. Harsh. She ditched a girl who tried to tag along a week ago, and another today, and they hadn't been around long. i've been around longer, and today she left a post on my wall on facebook: "I'm so glad we're friends i love you so much. Every day i gt to know you a little better and that makes me happy. I love you <3"
So, as she's kind of the leader of the group, i take that to mean the other girls like me.
But Nancy*, the ebitch, wants me to go and leave them alone. I reckon she's just jealous. And a user. She claims she bi, but it's just to get attention. She just turned twelve, but for over a year, she's been stuffing her bra to give herself massvie boobs. She has a new girlfriend/byfriend every week, and claims she in love with all of them. She dresses really cheap looking and inexêrtly applies makeup. She's a mess. An attention seeking mess. Her current girlfriend, Alyson*, is maybe gonna dump her. She met her on facebook... And has never met her in real life. She just is so.. Huh, i have no words for this girl. She's not even that pretty.
Anyway, I have no idea what I'm going to do.
But heyy, that's life. Out of the six girls i now hang with, i'm sure 3 like me, one hates me and i dunno about the other two. JUst argued with mum. Yippee. I told her that i did meet up with my friends yesterday. Which isn't true. But she'd have killed me otherwise.
Look, I have nothing more to say. I just sent a message to the two girls i'm not sure want me around. I'll soon find out i guess. *Sigh*
over and out
Today she told a git in my class, who made fun of me. I told my two BFFs.
And just now on MSN she's said: I hate you, leave us alone. We all want you to f**k off. We all hate you. DOnt ever want to se you again. Nice eh?
Ok, for those who don't know: I changed group of friends about a month ago. The old ones were really really bitcjy about me and my family. About the fact my mum's bi and my dad used to be an alcoholic. They said i drink and smoke constantly. All untrue. I've never touched drop of alcohol and smoked ONCE. A couple of months back/ Haven't since.
Anyway, I headed towards the group my BFF Lindsay* is in? The REALLY popular girls in school.
So I've been with them for about a month. It sounds really cliché i know, but i swear it's true! So, Elle* is really brutally honest. If someone's not wanted, she'll say it. Harsh. She ditched a girl who tried to tag along a week ago, and another today, and they hadn't been around long. i've been around longer, and today she left a post on my wall on facebook: "I'm so glad we're friends i love you so much. Every day i gt to know you a little better and that makes me happy. I love you <3"
So, as she's kind of the leader of the group, i take that to mean the other girls like me.
But Nancy*, the ebitch, wants me to go and leave them alone. I reckon she's just jealous. And a user. She claims she bi, but it's just to get attention. She just turned twelve, but for over a year, she's been stuffing her bra to give herself massvie boobs. She has a new girlfriend/byfriend every week, and claims she in love with all of them. She dresses really cheap looking and inexêrtly applies makeup. She's a mess. An attention seeking mess. Her current girlfriend, Alyson*, is maybe gonna dump her. She met her on facebook... And has never met her in real life. She just is so.. Huh, i have no words for this girl. She's not even that pretty.
Anyway, I have no idea what I'm going to do.
But heyy, that's life. Out of the six girls i now hang with, i'm sure 3 like me, one hates me and i dunno about the other two. JUst argued with mum. Yippee. I told her that i did meet up with my friends yesterday. Which isn't true. But she'd have killed me otherwise.
Look, I have nothing more to say. I just sent a message to the two girls i'm not sure want me around. I'll soon find out i guess. *Sigh*
over and out
mercredi 17 mars 2010
Six pack phwoar
I'm listening to Today Was A Fairytale by Taylor Swift. I bought it as soon as I saw the film Valentine's Day. I loved it (the film and the song). It's like Love Actually only based around Valentine's Day instead of christmas.
So, yestrday, we had PE. Basketball. Ugh. And I went back to Gouren, which was good. Poor JJ*. He's such an awkward, well meaning, nearly 16-year-old boy. Aww. And he still has a massive crush on Christie*!
Anyway. Basketball: So, our PE teacher joined the opposite team, and he got too hot so he pulled off his (red) sweater. His t-shirt came off slightly too... And he has one hell of a torso!! Quite pale, alittle hairy. But you know, well muscly..!
Anyway, both teams were girls... There was just silence. We were all, quite literally gawping. So to ease the awkward silence, he said: "Oh, sorry girls, I forgot to take my bra off, did you see it?" LOL!
Still, weird!
I've gotta go. I have lots more to say but I really have to go, soz!
Here's a treat:
So, yestrday, we had PE. Basketball. Ugh. And I went back to Gouren, which was good. Poor JJ*. He's such an awkward, well meaning, nearly 16-year-old boy. Aww. And he still has a massive crush on Christie*!
Anyway. Basketball: So, our PE teacher joined the opposite team, and he got too hot so he pulled off his (red) sweater. His t-shirt came off slightly too... And he has one hell of a torso!! Quite pale, alittle hairy. But you know, well muscly..!
Anyway, both teams were girls... There was just silence. We were all, quite literally gawping. So to ease the awkward silence, he said: "Oh, sorry girls, I forgot to take my bra off, did you see it?" LOL!
Still, weird!
I've gotta go. I have lots more to say but I really have to go, soz!
Here's a treat:
Libellés :
bras,
embarrassing,
love actually,
taylor swift,
today was a fairytale,
valentine's day
lundi 15 mars 2010
Eh-oh
Say hello! Eh'oh! Telletubbies, teletubbies...
Right, soz bout that. I managed to cry a bit and got out of detention. =D
Uh, went to see a mate of mine in hospial (really horrible epileptic fit). He'd just gone home. Uhuh. Crappios.
Lewis* and I sorted everything out. We're good. It's his birthday in four days.
file:///C:/DOCUME~1/Meeee/LOCALS~1/Temp/Fight%20For%20This%20Love.mp3
Will that link thing work? 8I
I really need to get a air of heels. I'm gonna give you some background news at the BOttom... of my blog. Go check it out. It's pretty cliché movie type thing. But true i swear.
I'm reading Queen Bees and Wanabes by Rosalind Wiseman. Meangirls was based on it. It's my mum's feminist book, she is indeedy a feminist.

Right, soz bout that. I managed to cry a bit and got out of detention. =D
Uh, went to see a mate of mine in hospial (really horrible epileptic fit). He'd just gone home. Uhuh. Crappios.
Lewis* and I sorted everything out. We're good. It's his birthday in four days.
file:///C:/DOCUME~1/Meeee/LOCALS~1/Temp/Fight%20For%20This%20Love.mp3
Will that link thing work? 8I
I really need to get a air of heels. I'm gonna give you some background news at the BOttom... of my blog. Go check it out. It's pretty cliché movie type thing. But true i swear.
I'm reading Queen Bees and Wanabes by Rosalind Wiseman. Meangirls was based on it. It's my mum's feminist book, she is indeedy a feminist.
Could put that on a tee shirt for her birthday... Hmm, i'll think about that...
It's quite interesting. And i can now tell when mum's using the book's techniques. I won't deny I bitch? I bitch about the girls and guys who piss me off. Like that female prick who kicked me in the leg for ages. I slapped her later. Ha. In her (ugly) face. And Celia*... That skirt with those boots... Plus those 10 denier black tights (!!!!) ripped.. Looked so like a prostitute. As in
this skirt. Nearly, knee high black boots. Ugh.
Ok, btching over. I have to go eat. Byyeeee!!
It's quite interesting. And i can now tell when mum's using the book's techniques. I won't deny I bitch? I bitch about the girls and guys who piss me off. Like that female prick who kicked me in the leg for ages. I slapped her later. Ha. In her (ugly) face. And Celia*... That skirt with those boots... Plus those 10 denier black tights (!!!!) ripped.. Looked so like a prostitute. As in
Ok, btching over. I have to go eat. Byyeeee!!
dimanche 14 mars 2010
Ballet, Weekend... Cinema blah de blah..
So, yesterday, I had ballet from half past ten 'til quarter to three. am to pm obvs.
I was exausted and my feet hurt so bad. Usually i only have ballet until 12! So an extra 2hrs!!! :/
I got home at four. My alarm didn't go off that morning, no idea why... Woke up at 8:25 am. Bearing in mind I have to go to my friend's house (her gran takes us there, my mum brings us home. This friend is my nieghbour) at 8:30 am. So rush-a-doodle-doo. Left the house eight minutes later, no makeup. Record time.
That night, we all went to the cinema "as a family" to watch a world war II film La Raffle. It was a great film, but really, really sad. We were all crying. You know at the end of a film, everyone starts to leave, well everyone just stayed sat down, crying.
Here's the trailer in french:
Byye, school tomoz. Ugh!
xoxox
I was exausted and my feet hurt so bad. Usually i only have ballet until 12! So an extra 2hrs!!! :/
I got home at four. My alarm didn't go off that morning, no idea why... Woke up at 8:25 am. Bearing in mind I have to go to my friend's house (her gran takes us there, my mum brings us home. This friend is my nieghbour) at 8:30 am. So rush-a-doodle-doo. Left the house eight minutes later, no makeup. Record time.
That night, we all went to the cinema "as a family" to watch a world war II film La Raffle. It was a great film, but really, really sad. We were all crying. You know at the end of a film, everyone starts to leave, well everyone just stayed sat down, crying.
Here's the trailer in french:
Byye, school tomoz. Ugh!
xoxox
vendredi 12 mars 2010
Oh My God! Lying Traitor Alert!
So, yesterday, we had to go swimming with school. Which totally exausted me BTW. I was yawning all day. Last lesson maths: not paying attention, just wanted to get HOME! Anyhoos, the guy I've "renamed" Lewis* for this blog. He sent me a little message on a piece of paper. He was asking when we were going out to the cinema for my birthday. My math teacher, that horrible, elvin bitch (she really is. And she thinks she's really impressive. She's really not. She just makes herself look like and idiot.), well, she spotted it. She was like "Oh! FRANKIE! I've been watching you, acting up all lesson! Hand me that paper now!" so i did. She read it. And she was like "Writing to your classmates during my lesson! Who we you writing to?!" So i said i hadn't written it. I'd received it. I had to stop myself from asking her if she understood what i was saying. So she asked who sent it to me then. I eventually told her Lewis* had written it. *Lewis* tries to mkae himself invisible* "Well, this will be a detention for both of you!" Well fanks ma'am!
Anyway, as usual i left ten minutes before anyone else to catch my train. So, after I'd gone, Lewis* went to try and talk her out of giving him a detention. Later, on MSN, he says to me: "Look, i'm really sorry but I lied. I told the old bitch you'd written me anot first and i was just ansrin.... and stuff. sorry (he said that like a trillion times)." and signd off
said he hoped i dont mind taking the blame.
I'm goona go now.
Anyway, as usual i left ten minutes before anyone else to catch my train. So, after I'd gone, Lewis* went to try and talk her out of giving him a detention. Later, on MSN, he says to me: "Look, i'm really sorry but I lied. I told the old bitch you'd written me anot first and i was just ansrin.... and stuff. sorry (he said that like a trillion times)." and signd off
said he hoped i dont mind taking the blame.
I'm goona go now.
mercredi 10 mars 2010
:D Arvie wih Mates!
Heyy, sorry I didn't post anything yesterday, just didn't have time... As I was watching What Katie Did Next. Jordan's growing on me. IS it Adam or Joe of Adam and Joe that likes her? I can't rememeber. Ah well...
Anyways, we're gonig swimming with my school tomorrow as part of PE. Which I hate. I hate my stomach and my hairy back. Hehe. And mum won't let me wear a bikini for the school thing. Anyways, I went out in today with my friends. :)))
We had a good time. Alyssa* and Sarah* smoked. I didn't. I have, but I'm not like a regular smoker. I tried a fag. Once. Twice. END OF! And it's been a couple of months. At one point all (one, two, three, four..) FIVE of us were walking right behind my Dad. And he didn't notice! Anyway, Alyssa looked amazing as ususal, well,t hey all did. Lindsay* is so gorgeous! I've gotta go soon. :(
I kinda enjoy blogging. Ayy well. We got me this gorgeous swimming cossie from C&A. It's blue and white. And hides my 'orrible stomach.
Well, i gotta go. Byyye. Wish me luck for tomorrow!
Anyways, we're gonig swimming with my school tomorrow as part of PE. Which I hate. I hate my stomach and my hairy back. Hehe. And mum won't let me wear a bikini for the school thing. Anyways, I went out in today with my friends. :)))
We had a good time. Alyssa* and Sarah* smoked. I didn't. I have, but I'm not like a regular smoker. I tried a fag. Once. Twice. END OF! And it's been a couple of months. At one point all (one, two, three, four..) FIVE of us were walking right behind my Dad. And he didn't notice! Anyway, Alyssa looked amazing as ususal, well,t hey all did. Lindsay* is so gorgeous! I've gotta go soon. :(
I kinda enjoy blogging. Ayy well. We got me this gorgeous swimming cossie from C&A. It's blue and white. And hides my 'orrible stomach.
Well, i gotta go. Byyye. Wish me luck for tomorrow!
dimanche 7 mars 2010
What a pain in the neck!
Hey! Hola! Aloha! Blah blah blah!
Ok, so "exciting" (by my mum's standards) morning so far! Woke up to Jusin Bieber singing One Less Lonely Girl turned my head and OWW BLOODY OWWWW!! Crick in my neck! Yippee! If you don't know the Biebster here's the song i have wake me up in the morning:
He sang Baby for Let's Dance For Sport Relief :))
Coming Back, don't get on the train
Ok, so "exciting" (by my mum's standards) morning so far! Woke up to Jusin Bieber singing One Less Lonely Girl turned my head and OWW BLOODY OWWWW!! Crick in my neck! Yippee! If you don't know the Biebster here's the song i have wake me up in the morning:
He sang Baby for Let's Dance For Sport Relief :))
Anyway, I can't move my neck. Thought I'd be ok to go to school. Was wrong, so, i got on the train, bag really hurting my shoulder because of my neck, train was a total NIGHTMARE! Just, ugh! I texted my mum just before. Just as the train began to lave, she replied
Coming Back, don't get on the train
The train left. I got off at the next stop and got the next train back. *****'s station makes the local look like luxury. It doesn't have an underground passageway, so i had to cross the track. And then had to get over a fence to get to the bus stop that was the 'train-station'. Fortunately, there was a really fit lad of about 15 at the bus stop. :D
And now I'm home, my neck raeally hurts, and I've just eaten a cookie i wasn't meant to eat. I feel like listening to Cookie Monster now!
Here's the video: LOL!!
And let's throw this in too!
So, yesterday, Joan was a bitch, she said: "Well, Frankie won't do anything with her life, she's the stupidest on the family... What?! It's true!" Nice huh? Well, to cheer me up, Dad took me out to the beach with the dog, wihtout telling anyone. We got back three hours later. And Mum had just realised we were missing. Thanks!
I feel sick now. At the moment, I'm feeling sick like all the time, and I'm never, ever hungry, and i don't eat all the time either, i just... The idea of eating makes me feel sick. Unless it's a chocolate-chip-cookie that is!
That's it for now!
Oh, I found this blog that pretty funny, click here to see it!
And now I'm home, my neck raeally hurts, and I've just eaten a cookie i wasn't meant to eat. I feel like listening to Cookie Monster now!
Here's the video: LOL!!
And let's throw this in too!
So, yesterday, Joan was a bitch, she said: "Well, Frankie won't do anything with her life, she's the stupidest on the family... What?! It's true!" Nice huh? Well, to cheer me up, Dad took me out to the beach with the dog, wihtout telling anyone. We got back three hours later. And Mum had just realised we were missing. Thanks!
I feel sick now. At the moment, I'm feeling sick like all the time, and I'm never, ever hungry, and i don't eat all the time either, i just... The idea of eating makes me feel sick. Unless it's a chocolate-chip-cookie that is!
That's it for now!
Oh, I found this blog that pretty funny, click here to see it!
Libellés :
beach,
cookies,
crick,
dad,
dog,
feeling sick,
fittie,
justin bieber,
neck,
oww,
sesame street,
texts,
train
Heyy, i'm back!
Grrr! Ok, so why was i gone for about like a week? Well, i had a massive argument with my mum and my sister, and then i got banned from this crappy little laptop. So yay for that! Okay, so just to be clear, i'll give you an idea of my family:
-Mum and Dad (Dads just turned 51, Mum about to turn 49)
-Sisters Joan*, 18 in april, and Christine*, 16 in May.
-Cousin Anna*, 13 in a few days, her parents Lilith* and Dougie*.
- Grandad (one in england, one in portugal, no more grannies)
-All my pets: Ok, i'll give their real names: Goats Sundance and Poppy (Poppy pregnant), Dog Lagadu, Cats Tabby and Lily, Guinea-Pigs Coco and Georgia, Bunny Phillipe Phellop (JOKE: What do you call a frenh man in sandals? Phillipe Phellope! You know, rabbit ears..? Oh never mind!), also call him Houdini for his regular disappearing acts, and Christine* calls him Princess Consuelo Banana Hammock, and i have two goldfish, Dori and NotSo T-Lo.
I have other relatives but i probs will never mention them! Oh wait! I have two little cousin's, le's say Hayden* who's gonna be five and KiKi who'll be three, both in may. Sooo cute!
So, my birthday's been, not the best birthday ever i'll admit. I got the leather jacket AND the shirt though, so thanks M and D! itunes voucher from Joan* and Christine's taking me to get my ears pierced for the third time. I got a see-through mascara too. My big present is a hutch/run for my pets. 130€, that's why i didnt get much else. :(
I know i sound really shallow there, but this is the only place i've admitted not enjoying my birthday. I keep on aruing with Joan, as usual. 've said it before and i'll say it again: Joan only ever talks about her (pretty ugly, gluey) boyfriend and Christine only ever talks to her boyfriend (who's quite good looking, although Joan complains about his nose for some reasn? What does she care? She has her slug-boyfriend, who happens to want to marry her.). I'm single, whoopee. Guess what Joan said last night? "Frankie will be the least successful, as she's the stupidest of us three [sisters]." Well, thanks Joan.
So yeah, life still shit. Wanna see my friends again!! :( miss 'em/
Also, JOan claims to be in love with her slug, excusez-moi, she sooo is not. She also claims she was in love with the last. I don't think she is or was. Christine's in love with hers though.
Well, bye i guess.
xx
-Mum and Dad (Dads just turned 51, Mum about to turn 49)
-Sisters Joan*, 18 in april, and Christine*, 16 in May.
-Cousin Anna*, 13 in a few days, her parents Lilith* and Dougie*.
- Grandad (one in england, one in portugal, no more grannies)
-All my pets: Ok, i'll give their real names: Goats Sundance and Poppy (Poppy pregnant), Dog Lagadu, Cats Tabby and Lily, Guinea-Pigs Coco and Georgia, Bunny Phillipe Phellop (JOKE: What do you call a frenh man in sandals? Phillipe Phellope! You know, rabbit ears..? Oh never mind!), also call him Houdini for his regular disappearing acts, and Christine* calls him Princess Consuelo Banana Hammock, and i have two goldfish, Dori and NotSo T-Lo.
I have other relatives but i probs will never mention them! Oh wait! I have two little cousin's, le's say Hayden* who's gonna be five and KiKi who'll be three, both in may. Sooo cute!
So, my birthday's been, not the best birthday ever i'll admit. I got the leather jacket AND the shirt though, so thanks M and D! itunes voucher from Joan* and Christine's taking me to get my ears pierced for the third time. I got a see-through mascara too. My big present is a hutch/run for my pets. 130€, that's why i didnt get much else. :(
I know i sound really shallow there, but this is the only place i've admitted not enjoying my birthday. I keep on aruing with Joan, as usual. 've said it before and i'll say it again: Joan only ever talks about her (pretty ugly, gluey) boyfriend and Christine only ever talks to her boyfriend (who's quite good looking, although Joan complains about his nose for some reasn? What does she care? She has her slug-boyfriend, who happens to want to marry her.). I'm single, whoopee. Guess what Joan said last night? "Frankie will be the least successful, as she's the stupidest of us three [sisters]." Well, thanks Joan.
So yeah, life still shit. Wanna see my friends again!! :( miss 'em/
Also, JOan claims to be in love with her slug, excusez-moi, she sooo is not. She also claims she was in love with the last. I don't think she is or was. Christine's in love with hers though.
Well, bye i guess.
xx
Libellés :
arguments,
birthday,
boyfriends,
family problems,
pets
dimanche 28 février 2010
Bleah! School Tomorrow!
Oh. My. GOD! School? What's that? That's the crappy thing I have to attend tomorrow!! And hey, lucky me, my birthday is on Tuesday. As in Tuesday=Schoolday. But hey, what's not to love about school? Ok, ok, rant over..!
So, today I have to learn all the days of the week, and all 12 months of the year.. In spanish. Ok, so let's see... I know Lunes is Monday, 'cause tht's the day I have spanish, umm, Septiembre, I think that's september, errr, Octubre? No, that's GOT to be wrong... Um... Enero, that's January, Februero is February. I think. I don't know what March is, but april is April, so that's pretty easy and Mayo (is that how you spell it? :S) is May. I'll Google the rest... *After search* Well, it's no Februero, it's Febrero, and March is Marzo, April is not April, it's Abril, May is Mayo, so i got that right, then it's Junio, Julio, Agosto (?), Septiembre, Octubre (heyy, i was right!), Noviembre, Diciembre..
Ok, as for the days of the week.. Well, that's easy! It's Lunes, and err, i have no idea bout the rest!!
So, today I have to learn all the days of the week, and all 12 months of the year.. In spanish. Ok, so let's see... I know Lunes is Monday, 'cause tht's the day I have spanish, umm, Septiembre, I think that's september, errr, Octubre? No, that's GOT to be wrong... Um... Enero, that's January, Februero is February. I think. I don't know what March is, but april is April, so that's pretty easy and Mayo (is that how you spell it? :S) is May. I'll Google the rest... *After search* Well, it's no Februero, it's Febrero, and March is Marzo, April is not April, it's Abril, May is Mayo, so i got that right, then it's Junio, Julio, Agosto (?), Septiembre, Octubre (heyy, i was right!), Noviembre, Diciembre..
Ok, as for the days of the week.. Well, that's easy! It's Lunes, and err, i have no idea bout the rest!!
samedi 27 février 2010
Dog With Athritis?
Hey!
So today, we had to take my dog to the vet's. She could barely walk this morning. She was like half stuck in her sleeping position... Weird! And she looked like she was really in pain. She was really well behaved actually! But god does she stink! I tried to put deoderant on her, but to little avail.
Tomorrow is the last day of the holidays. Yippee! Not. I mean yeah,I miss my friends. A LOT. But I certainly do not miss the teachers. Or homework. Or getting up at 6 am. Actually, I'll be getting up at 5:30 now. I need more time to get ready. Sooo not looking forward to it. On the plus side, it's my birthday on march the 2nd. I'll be 13. And the minus side (don't know if you can say that, nut to hell with grammar!) I'm due to have my period On the day we go back to school, i.e. the day before my birthday. So, i'll get the fab present of killer period pains.
Still, I'll get my leather jacket.
You can see exactly the one I'm getting here
And a shirt from Dad. I think he's got le this one. I hope!
So, that's it for today. Byyye!
Oh! I nearly forgot. I'm also getting a new hutch with a run (on wheels!) for my two guinea pigs and one rabbit.
And i'm getting my ears pierced for the third time.
And I don't know about abything else.
Bye!
xxxoooxxx
So today, we had to take my dog to the vet's. She could barely walk this morning. She was like half stuck in her sleeping position... Weird! And she looked like she was really in pain. She was really well behaved actually! But god does she stink! I tried to put deoderant on her, but to little avail.
Tomorrow is the last day of the holidays. Yippee! Not. I mean yeah,I miss my friends. A LOT. But I certainly do not miss the teachers. Or homework. Or getting up at 6 am. Actually, I'll be getting up at 5:30 now. I need more time to get ready. Sooo not looking forward to it. On the plus side, it's my birthday on march the 2nd. I'll be 13. And the minus side (don't know if you can say that, nut to hell with grammar!) I'm due to have my period On the day we go back to school, i.e. the day before my birthday. So, i'll get the fab present of killer period pains.
Still, I'll get my leather jacket.
You can see exactly the one I'm getting here
And a shirt from Dad. I think he's got le this one. I hope!
So, that's it for today. Byyye!
Oh! I nearly forgot. I'm also getting a new hutch with a run (on wheels!) for my two guinea pigs and one rabbit.
And i'm getting my ears pierced for the third time.
And I don't know about abything else.
Bye!
xxxoooxxx
vendredi 26 février 2010
Nearly back to school
Hi!
It's back to school on MOnday. Poo! But hey, that's life, on the plus side I'll see my mates again... And Lewis*... And Tony*... And my BFF Lindsay*!
And I still cannot bring myself to do my homework. Oh well, I guess I'll just fail my Spanish exam :/
I'm so bored. And I've got to go. And I don't know what i'll do. Yay! It's cos I have this absolutely shit thing installed on my computer called Computer Time. Huh. Byyye xx
*Names have been changed
It's back to school on MOnday. Poo! But hey, that's life, on the plus side I'll see my mates again... And Lewis*... And Tony*... And my BFF Lindsay*!
And I still cannot bring myself to do my homework. Oh well, I guess I'll just fail my Spanish exam :/
I'm so bored. And I've got to go. And I don't know what i'll do. Yay! It's cos I have this absolutely shit thing installed on my computer called Computer Time. Huh. Byyye xx
*Names have been changed
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