So, yesterday, i was mant to be going out with mates... Cos of my train, i got at the place three linutes late. I texted Nancy* to ask em to wait up a couple of minutes. She told the others i'd canceled so they lef without me. I called her. As soon as she realised it was me, she hung up. I had to wait for hours and hours till i could come home.
Today she told a git in my class, who made fun of me. I told my two BFFs.
And just now on MSN she's said: I hate you, leave us alone. We all want you to f**k off. We all hate you. DOnt ever want to se you again. Nice eh?
Ok, for those who don't know: I changed group of friends about a month ago. The old ones were really really bitcjy about me and my family. About the fact my mum's bi and my dad used to be an alcoholic. They said i drink and smoke constantly. All untrue. I've never touched drop of alcohol and smoked ONCE. A couple of months back/ Haven't since.
Anyway, I headed towards the group my BFF Lindsay* is in? The REALLY popular girls in school.
So I've been with them for about a month. It sounds really cliché i know, but i swear it's true! So, Elle* is really brutally honest. If someone's not wanted, she'll say it. Harsh. She ditched a girl who tried to tag along a week ago, and another today, and they hadn't been around long. i've been around longer, and today she left a post on my wall on facebook: "I'm so glad we're friends i love you so much. Every day i gt to know you a little better and that makes me happy. I love you <3"
So, as she's kind of the leader of the group, i take that to mean the other girls like me.
But Nancy*, the ebitch, wants me to go and leave them alone. I reckon she's just jealous. And a user. She claims she bi, but it's just to get attention. She just turned twelve, but for over a year, she's been stuffing her bra to give herself massvie boobs. She has a new girlfriend/byfriend every week, and claims she in love with all of them. She dresses really cheap looking and inexêrtly applies makeup. She's a mess. An attention seeking mess. Her current girlfriend, Alyson*, is maybe gonna dump her. She met her on facebook... And has never met her in real life. She just is so.. Huh, i have no words for this girl. She's not even that pretty.
Anyway, I have no idea what I'm going to do.
But heyy, that's life. Out of the six girls i now hang with, i'm sure 3 like me, one hates me and i dunno about the other two. JUst argued with mum. Yippee. I told her that i did meet up with my friends yesterday. Which isn't true. But she'd have killed me otherwise.
Look, I have nothing more to say. I just sent a message to the two girls i'm not sure want me around. I'll soon find out i guess. *Sigh*
over and out
jeudi 18 mars 2010
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