Happiest i've been in... Oh, i don't remember the last time i was this happy!

Hi!! So, the guy i fancy, Dudey* asked me out yesterday. Yah, i know. Total shock, right? So, i OBVIOUSLY said yes. We kissed for the first time after school. I thought i was gonna faint. Talked a bit, thn i had to go home so we kissed again and i left. BTW, the name dudey is from a inside joke with Anna. We texted ALL evening. He was saying how happy he was that we're together, and that im beautiful (yeah right!) and how he wants to see me and he..loves me! Until about 10:30 pm when he said: "You need to sleep, goodnight, i love you... xxx" I melted into a puddle right there. At school we kissed a couple of times. Everyone says we're majorly cute. And i got told off for smiling too much in class! Haha. Anyway, we're texting 24/7. I waited a long time, but i got the sweetest, most gorgeous guy. Oh, i just put "xx" at the end of a txt and he was like "r u going?" so i said no, its just i wanna kiss you... and he said: "yeah, me too..." AWWW! anyway, h's so incredibly sweet!! He told Lindsay* that he wants to spend ALL of his time with me! But... I miss him. Loads. Already. It's been two days. Can you fall in love in two days? 24hrs actually, so one day? I don't know, but he's just perfect. We got to have free perido outside instad of in a classroom today so when i was doing my homework (still aint done it, oh well!) and he came and put on arm around my waist. My heart was in turmoil. Later on i was sat next to him and he had his arm around my waist and we kissed, and then i was sat on him and he had his arms around me. And he had his face sometimes in my hair, or his lips on my shoulder. We haven't done tongues. But I'll tell you this much: When we kiss, i feel really dizzy. Also, my brain drops out for about 15 seconds. I swear, it shrinks to the size of a pea, drops out through my ear (and then climbs back in and inflates again lol). I'm so happy. I wish i could just freeze time. Anyway, he says he just wants to be with me.

So...

I spent ages being sad cos i didn't have a boyfriend. And i waited for ages, and then Dudey* came along. And i'm so happy with him. So girls, guys, don't worry, one day, you'll find the perfect person. Just like i have. And i'm so happy. Miss C* and P.P.* are scared silly of the teachers, and are leaving me well alone. I'm happy now. I really am. I have the best boyfriend in the world. Did i mention he's gorgeous? And a great kisser? And, and and.... He's perfect. If i don't blog in awhile, then i'm sorry, but im busy being happy. So, to those who like me were, or still are really depressed... Well, read my story. It's all true. And things aren't marvelous. But i'm happy. That's all i can say. Though it may seem impossible, things will get better!