I haven't been writing much cos whenever I want to, people loom over my shoulder. Which is annoying.
I am depressed. ==>
Uh, so i'm err, going ro see a psychiatrist on Tuesday. Mum arranged it after i asked her too. Well, she offered, i said i'd think about it, and then agreed. I never smile. I know I don't. I fake smiling, but i don't truly smile. We had the parnt/teache meeting on Thursday. Eek. The teachers says I'm "a pleasure to teach" but "i just appear to be really, really sad". What, really? Did you notice? My sistrs get on really well, and call each other "Don Miguel" all the time. I can hear Christie singing "Don Mguel Don Miguel.. PooPoo Heaad! Hahaha Looove Don Miguel I love Don Miguel ah-ahaha Don Mguel!" And Joan says "I Follow you". They are looking for chocolate. And have asked me if i've eaten all the Mars Bars. Which I haven't. They act like the'r two when they're together.
But to them, I'm othing, i'm not their sister. I don't mean anything to them. Ailsa the othr day said "I don't LIKE you."
*I didn't get to publish this postthe day i wrote it , so the above was written on Sunday*
Tuesday
I went to the psychologist this morning. He asked what had been going on so I told him. ell, I didn't tell him I'd smoked twice and that Tony* broke my heart in October, but I told him about my bitchy ex-"friends". Anyway, i missed my train, so i'm geting one in 2 hours time. I got my issue of Sugar:
Anyway, have PE and RE this aftrnoon. Whoopee, we're gonna learn about Easter. Like we have every other f*cking year since we were like, born. Oh great!
Well, I'm signing off now. Oh, one last thing, I'm gonna give you first a sort of description as to what i look like: I have long dark brown hai, a little wavy, and very very voluminous, i have green/brown eyes, pale skin, a round stomach (im gonna have to have a tummy-tuck!). I have one hell of a hairy back. NOT nice. Ugh!
Oh, and i'm enterin The BEAUTY EDITOR comp for the TEEN POWER issue of SUGAR. :D
Byyye
Well, I'm signing off now. Oh, one last thing, I'm gonna give you first a sort of description as to what i look like: I have long dark brown hai, a little wavy, and very very voluminous, i have green/brown eyes, pale skin, a round stomach (im gonna have to have a tummy-tuck!). I have one hell of a hairy back. NOT nice. Ugh!
Oh, and i'm enterin The BEAUTY EDITOR comp for the TEEN POWER issue of SUGAR. :D
Byyye
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