Happiest i've been in... Oh, i don't remember the last time i was this happy!

Hi!! So, the guy i fancy, Dudey* asked me out yesterday. Yah, i know. Total shock, right? So, i OBVIOUSLY said yes. We kissed for the first time after school. I thought i was gonna faint. Talked a bit, thn i had to go home so we kissed again and i left. BTW, the name dudey is from a inside joke with Anna. We texted ALL evening. He was saying how happy he was that we're together, and that im beautiful (yeah right!) and how he wants to see me and he..loves me! Until about 10:30 pm when he said: "You need to sleep, goodnight, i love you... xxx" I melted into a puddle right there. At school we kissed a couple of times. Everyone says we're majorly cute. And i got told off for smiling too much in class! Haha. Anyway, we're texting 24/7. I waited a long time, but i got the sweetest, most gorgeous guy. Oh, i just put "xx" at the end of a txt and he was like "r u going?" so i said no, its just i wanna kiss you... and he said: "yeah, me too..." AWWW! anyway, h's so incredibly sweet!! He told Lindsay* that he wants to spend ALL of his time with me! But... I miss him. Loads. Already. It's been two days. Can you fall in love in two days? 24hrs actually, so one day? I don't know, but he's just perfect. We got to have free perido outside instad of in a classroom today so when i was doing my homework (still aint done it, oh well!) and he came and put on arm around my waist. My heart was in turmoil. Later on i was sat next to him and he had his arm around my waist and we kissed, and then i was sat on him and he had his arms around me. And he had his face sometimes in my hair, or his lips on my shoulder. We haven't done tongues. But I'll tell you this much: When we kiss, i feel really dizzy. Also, my brain drops out for about 15 seconds. I swear, it shrinks to the size of a pea, drops out through my ear (and then climbs back in and inflates again lol). I'm so happy. I wish i could just freeze time. Anyway, he says he just wants to be with me.

So...

I spent ages being sad cos i didn't have a boyfriend. And i waited for ages, and then Dudey* came along. And i'm so happy with him. So girls, guys, don't worry, one day, you'll find the perfect person. Just like i have. And i'm so happy. Miss C* and P.P.* are scared silly of the teachers, and are leaving me well alone. I'm happy now. I really am. I have the best boyfriend in the world. Did i mention he's gorgeous? And a great kisser? And, and and.... He's perfect. If i don't blog in awhile, then i'm sorry, but im busy being happy. So, to those who like me were, or still are really depressed... Well, read my story. It's all true. And things aren't marvelous. But i'm happy. That's all i can say. Though it may seem impossible, things will get better!

Back to school after four days of no looong weekend...

...And guess what a lovely welcome back i'm gonna get? Yep, A.P. (Angel Princess) and Miss Clone [If you can't remember who they are, click here for a reminder!] will be there. Oh flipping mavelous. Those darling little girls! God i hate them. The pair of them!!! The little bitches. Honestly, if they died, i'd do a little dance. Which sounds really horrible, but c'mon They're just two little undercover bullies aren't they? Pretending that they are goody-goody little girls...

So, i'm totally freaking out about tomorrow. Way to ruin my weekend girls. So, what am i doing right now, bsides blogging? Listening to Miley Cyrus. I literally love that girl. love her songs, love her style! Like, in the video for party in the usa (link below the pictures), she looks amazing. I'm gonna grow my hair down to my waist.





http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=M11SvDtPBhA <= click for the video!

Miley Cyrus is officially my fashion icon. And a very cool website dresslikemiley.net

She's like Bohemian rock chick. Two styles that i love and look great together!

Anyyway the computer keeps on crashing and it's being so slowwww! So i'm gonna sign off.

-Frankz

PS. Books i want to get:

- Dear John
-The Last Song
Both by 'ole Nick Sparks.

x

Highlights...

Hey. I got the hairdrsser to come around today. She's really good. And i managed to convince mum to let me get highlights. Cos my hair is like, reallly dark brown, like this:

Or, in hair form, this: (yes, that is a pic of me.)


That pic was taken on Monday.

And now:

Have to go. Byyyeeee

Frankie's Beauty Blog!!

I've got a new blog. i was giving advice to a girl on sugarscape about how to hide a spot, and i thought: i should start a beauty blog!

So, I'll be giving you girls (soz, dont know much bout boys beauty tips!) loadsa tips and stuff! My blog is called: Frankie's Beauty Blog! Original huh? So, err, go check it out!! I'm prety exited about it. when i get a decent camera, i'll do videos too!


Check it out by clicking here!

-Frankie
xx

All's well that ends well. for now.

Can i not write a blog post without a youtube video on at the same time??! Ok, at the mo im listening to a tutorial. Yep, you, er READ, right. I should be watching it. But I like listening to her talking. It's like therapy. LoL. Here she is. I love love love love LOVE her. did she just say NAKED LUNCH? Err, riiiight... Here it is!



Ok, so all that stuff with school, it's over. I sorted it out. The stupid guys at school ae taking the piss because i cried in class. Ugh! Thy are SUCH twats. Grr grr! Just had my aunt on the phone. she wanted gossip. I said i dindt' have any, so she told me to make some up. I told her id murdered someone. She laughed. I've passed her on to Joan. Phewww. I'm gonna set up an anonymous facebook and anonymous twitter account. So you can follow my life. Cos im like, a celeb right? I wish!

So, link to my new facebook: Frankie Lilo

Create your badge
Link to my twitter, AnonymousFranki (coulnt fit the "e" in the box. arrgh!)

I have to go now. Really, really do. Hey, look at the resmblance between my mate Kay and J Biebs!

Which is which? Huh?

Ova and out!

-Frank

i'm scared of tomorrow/

:/
I can hear a phone vibrating. is it mine? Can't be arsed. Bet it is. So, i spilled all to mum. what is wrong with me?! so, she said i could stay home, so i haven't been to school since Wednesday. And i've been really depressed. And then, yesterday, Lindsey* and i got talking. And i explained that those bitches was lying. She believed me- n the end. That fone is still vibrating. ?????!

That meant WHY btw. So L and i, we're cool. But the whole school doesn't know that. I'll update more tomorrow.

A Day In the life of me

Ok, ok...

So welcome, to a day, in the life of me!

Ok, so last night, i got a text from my mate, Marise*, saying: "I know you fancy Lindsey's boyfriend!" And i was like "What the hell? 'Course not!" but she said that SOMEONE had told her that I had told that SOMEONE that i was in love with him and so jealous of Lindsey. NOT TRUE! Hey, guess who told her that? Let's call her A.P. Angel Princess. She acts like such a goody two shoes but she is a BITCH! And of course, Miss C (CLONE)* joined in. So they've told Marise and Lindsey that i told them (we were friends awhile ago) that i wanted James*, Lindey's boyf, to myself. Now, i have fun windind James up, that's the job of the girlfriends BF! And they believe them. So now Elle, and Marise, and Tan, and Bella, and most importantly LINDSEY think that i'm trying to snatch her boyfriend! I. Hate. My. Life. AP and Miss C are such life-ruiners. Ok, so not only have they said in the past that im pregnant, an alcoholic, always drunk (never have been in my 13 years), gay, a slut who sleeps with whoever asks (FYI, i'm a virgin), etc, etc... ALL OF THAT is untrue, also they said i smoke all the time, with my dad. And my parents are gay. No-one believed them then. So they changed tactics. And i'm trying to reason With Lindsey. I love her, i really do, she's my bes friend, like, ever! and James is so not my type, i mean, he's ok i guess... But i have a crush on someone else. So, i'm trying to get her to believe me (the truth) about all this, she knows they've lied big time before, but she's not ansrin my texts. =C

Anyway, i cried in the end, all of them accusing me... And Marise was like "Stop crying, Mrs F will see!! STOP CRYING FOR NO REASON U TART" and that. So i told her to shut up. I promised Lindsey i wouldn't tell Mrs F about all this. I told her my bigger problems, like my parents want to get a divorce, and i have't had a bedroom in nearly nine months. Time enough to have a baby. Uh. Anyway, she was really nice. She thinks i should stay with a relative for awhile. And she gonna get me a social worker.. She wants to speak to me tomorrow at break. I self harmed last night...

I hate my life so much!!!!

Oh, here's a vid i found on youtoube!



And now i'm gonna reveal who i am. I'm the brunette in that video. And that's my cousin, Anna*. Yep. It's me. Eek!