Ok, ok...
So welcome, to a day, in the life of me!
Ok, so last night, i got a text from my mate, Marise*, saying: "I know you fancy Lindsey's boyfriend!" And i was like "What the hell? 'Course not!" but she said that SOMEONE had told her that I had told that SOMEONE that i was in love with him and so jealous of Lindsey. NOT TRUE! Hey, guess who told her that? Let's call her A.P. Angel Princess. She acts like such a goody two shoes but she is a BITCH! And of course, Miss C (CLONE)* joined in. So they've told Marise and Lindsey that i told them (we were friends awhile ago) that i wanted James*, Lindey's boyf, to myself. Now, i have fun windind James up, that's the job of the girlfriends BF! And they believe them. So now Elle, and Marise, and Tan, and Bella, and most importantly LINDSEY think that i'm trying to snatch her boyfriend! I. Hate. My. Life. AP and Miss C are such life-ruiners. Ok, so not only have they said in the past that im pregnant, an alcoholic, always drunk (never have been in my 13 years), gay, a slut who sleeps with whoever asks (FYI, i'm a virgin), etc, etc... ALL OF THAT is untrue, also they said i smoke all the time, with my dad. And my parents are gay. No-one believed them then. So they changed tactics. And i'm trying to reason With Lindsey. I love her, i really do, she's my bes friend, like, ever! and James is so not my type, i mean, he's ok i guess... But i have a crush on someone else. So, i'm trying to get her to believe me (the truth) about all this, she knows they've lied big time before, but she's not ansrin my texts. =C
Anyway, i cried in the end, all of them accusing me... And Marise was like "Stop crying, Mrs F will see!! STOP CRYING FOR NO REASON U TART" and that. So i told her to shut up. I promised Lindsey i wouldn't tell Mrs F about all this. I told her my bigger problems, like my parents want to get a divorce, and i have't had a bedroom in nearly nine months. Time enough to have a baby. Uh. Anyway, she was really nice. She thinks i should stay with a relative for awhile. And she gonna get me a social worker.. She wants to speak to me tomorrow at break. I self harmed last night...
I hate my life so much!!!!
Oh, here's a vid i found on youtoube!
And now i'm gonna reveal who i am. I'm the brunette in that video. And that's my cousin, Anna*. Yep. It's me. Eek!
mercredi 28 avril 2010
samedi 17 avril 2010
Great trip! -ish..
First, an apology, i haven't blogged in two weeks and two days. :/
So, the first week of my not blogging is explained by two things: first, my dad always looking over y shoulder, and then for the rest of the week, mum took this laptop to hospital with her ==> Joan had to go into hospital in Paris about starting this really strict diet that might conrtrol her epiplepsy. And mum went with her, she had to work, so she took the laptop.
Second week i was in England, so that = NO PRIVACY.
At first being with my cousin was great, but it got bad. I tried not to let how much i hated being there show. She is like, a right snob. She was calling the kids from her school "cheap chavs". Because they swear. I swear, but she doesn't know that. She's such a goody two shoes. And her parents do everything for her. I mean everything. She's Anna* btw.
On mum's birthday, we were snuggled up in bed and i asked her my important questions.
I asked her if she loves dad. She said yes.
I asked her if she was in love with dad. She said no. I already knew the answer, but i had to make sure.
I asked did she think dad was in love with her. She said she doesn't think he is, but he believes that he is still in love with her, even though he's not. If that makes sense to you. :/
I'm home now though. And i'm gonna try to get through my depression. I told mum about my blog, but she's promised never to try and find it.
Dad has lost my Fearless CD. Huh.
I got some amaeing clothes though!
<== I got this gorge top from new look, 10£!
<== And this jumper kind of thing, also from New Look, also 10£!
<== And last from New Look, these skinny jeans, 10£, bargain!
Also, i just happen to find Alex Watson, Emma's brother, really fit. Take a look!
and 
!!
So, that's it from me. For now!
xxxxx
So, the first week of my not blogging is explained by two things: first, my dad always looking over y shoulder, and then for the rest of the week, mum took this laptop to hospital with her ==> Joan had to go into hospital in Paris about starting this really strict diet that might conrtrol her epiplepsy. And mum went with her, she had to work, so she took the laptop.
Second week i was in England, so that = NO PRIVACY.
At first being with my cousin was great, but it got bad. I tried not to let how much i hated being there show. She is like, a right snob. She was calling the kids from her school "cheap chavs". Because they swear. I swear, but she doesn't know that. She's such a goody two shoes. And her parents do everything for her. I mean everything. She's Anna* btw.
On mum's birthday, we were snuggled up in bed and i asked her my important questions.
I asked her if she loves dad. She said yes.
I asked her if she was in love with dad. She said no. I already knew the answer, but i had to make sure.
I asked did she think dad was in love with her. She said she doesn't think he is, but he believes that he is still in love with her, even though he's not. If that makes sense to you. :/
I'm home now though. And i'm gonna try to get through my depression. I told mum about my blog, but she's promised never to try and find it.
Dad has lost my Fearless CD. Huh.
I got some amaeing clothes though!
<== I got this gorge top from new look, 10£! <== And this jumper kind of thing, also from New Look, also 10£!<== And last from New Look, these skinny jeans, 10£, bargain!Also, i just happen to find Alex Watson, Emma's brother, really fit. Take a look!
and !!So, that's it from me. For now!
xxxxx
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